I don't judge my memory anymore I can't tell if things are better than they were before But this heart of mine is ready to believe Long lost lover comes back home And the life-long friend Can't stand being alone Until the morning comes And you have to leave Then I see you on the street Holding on to someone else Who even looks like me Seems like... I'm only fooling myself I'm playing games with my heart and soul I know that fooling myself It can be dangerous, dangerous If I lose control I'm only fooling myself I'm playing games with my heart and soul Everybody knows fooling yourself Can be dangerous, dangerous When you lose control When you've only got yourself to blame. Well, when you asked if I could take you in It was harder than it should have been 'Cos you were always search good company And last night you wanted to stay But in the morning you just slipped away Without sayin' goodbye And maybe that was just a dream Well I'm easy when it comes to being unkind And yes I need a little bit of love on the side Than the truth begins to hurt It gets too hard to hide I'm only fooling myself I'm playing games with my heart and soul I know that fooling myself Can be dangerous, dangerous If I lose control I'm only fooling myself I'm playing games with my heart and soul If I use sleight of hand To make you reappear Still I can't be sure What is and isn't real I'm only fooling myself I'm playing games with my heart and soul I know that fooling myself Can be dangerous, dangerous If I lose control I'm only fooling myself I'm playing games with my heart and soul Everybody knows fooling yourself Can be dangerous, dangerous If you lose control
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