Nine Inch Nails - Even Deeper - Текст песни

i woke up today 
to find myself in the other place 
with a trail of footprints 
from where i ran away 
it seems everything i've heard 
just might be true 
and you know me 
(well you think you do) 
sometimes, i have everything- 
yet i wish i felt something 

do you know how far this has gone? 
just how damaged have i become? 
when i think i can overcome 
it runs even deeper 

and in a dream i'm a different me 
with a perfect you 
we fit perfectly 
and for once in my life i feel complete- 
and i still want to ruin it 
afraid to look 
as clear as day 
this plan has long been underway 

i hear them call 
i cannot stay 
the voice inviting me away 

do you know how far this has gone? 
just how damaged have i become? 
when i think i can overcome 
it runs even deeper 
everything that matters is gone 
all the hands of hope have withdrawn 
could you try to help me hang on? 
it runs... 

i straight 
i won't crack 
on my way 
and i can't turn back 
i'm okay 
i'm on track 
on my way 
and i can't turn back 
i stayed 
on this track 
gone too far 
and i can't come back 
i stayed 
on this track 
lost my way 
can't come back