Underoath - A Fault Line A Fault Of Mine - Текст песни

I'm not scared, but this is happening 
I'm not afraid, but this is real 
It all comes at once 
From every single direction 
This time I'm not sleeping at all 
How could this be real 
I've failed you 
I was lying when I said 
I was looking north 
I was too scared to show what I am 
Bear with me this is all I have left 
This night be more than a single conversation 
It's been dancing around in my head 
For quite some time 
Just the though 
Of cleaning up myself 
I stare at the wall 
Watching my time float away 
It's all been a blur 
And nothing will change 
I was lying 
This is defeat