When you were born, that's when I died, it took too long to realize I am white, your black, I'm slowly turning to gray Like a disease you break me down and cry You're the king, I'm the fool I'm your eternal prey. Die! let me regain control Die! Let me reign in my own soul Die! Let my life return Die! I'd do anything to see you burn!! What I create you desecrate Fuelled by endless hate How can I win this war? This war against myself? You're the king, I'm the fool Die! let me regain control Die! Let me reign in my own soul Die! Let my life return Die! I'd do anything to see you burn!! If I decide, it's suicide inside of me How will I know you won't follow me? You tricked my mind, you made me blind, but I finally can see There's no escape. Cerebral rape, you're my destiny! You turn me on, you turn me off Like I'm a fucking machine! You tuck me in, you throw me out Now all my thoughts are obscene! Die! let me regain control Die! Let me reign in my own soul Die! Let my life return Die! I'd do anything to see you burn!!
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