Extreme - Am I Ever Gonna Change - Текст песни

I'm tired of being me, 
And don't like what I see,
I'm not who I appear to be 
So I start off every day, 
Down on my knees I will pray,
For a change in any way
But as the day goes by,
I live through another lie,
If it's any wonder why

AM I EVER GONNA CHANGE
WILL I ALWAYS STAY THE SAME 
IF I SAY ONE THING, THEN I DO THE OTHER
IT'S THE SAME OLD SONG, THAT GOES ON FOREVER
AM I EVER GONNA CHANGE 
I'M THE ONLY ONE TO BLAME
WHEN I THINK I'M RIGHT, I WIND UP WRONG
IT'S A FUTILE FIGHT, GONE ON TOO LONG

Please tell me if it's true,
Am I too old to start anew,
Cause that's what I want to do
But time and time again, 
When I think I can
I fall short in the end
So why do I even try,
Will it matter when I die,
Can anyone hear my cry?

AM I EVER GONNA CHANGE 
TAKE IT DAY BY DAY
MY WILL IS WEAK
AND MY FLESH TOO STRONG
THIS PEACE I SEEK
TILLTHY KINGDOM COMES