its... like a giant strobe light, burning right through my eyes... but somehow I can still see. Look, you know the dreams the same every night, why do I have to The children look like burnt paper... black, not moving. Then the blast wave hits them and they fly apart like leaves..." You think youre alive and safe, but youre already dead. Everybody, you, him... everybody... youre all fucking dead!
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