A suicidal haze, unreal like a torturous dream Old stinging mental wounds, still raw and fucking bleeding Drowning in the womb of misery, the mother of depression The slaughter of all hope, the grim death of compassion Sell your soul to evil; sell your soul to death ... Suicide, suicide, suicide, suicide, suicide, suicide, suicide... A dead empty stare into the ruins of my world A world I have already left, so many years ago
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