Senses Fail - Blackout - Текст песни

I just drove under the Lincoln sign 
To where New Jersey meets the New York line 
And through the tunnel for the last time 
With everything crumbling behind 
I stood still until I felt the shakes 
Of two bodies that were parting ways 
I didn't want to be the one to say 
I know this hurts but it's time to break 
In two pieces, the fault line is not secure 
A boat or bridge is needed to get back to her 

I feel like I am paralyzed 
When I look at the extra space left in my bed 
And think about all the things we did 
At least I'm feeling more alive 
But I still have some old weight that I've got to shed 
Before I find happiness 

I make mountains out of my worries 
And I plant pain instead of sturdy trees 
I have got to wash these old sheets 
So I can fall asleep 
There are times, there are times I reach for the phone 
To tell you that there might still be some hope 
Holding on to the slack of rope 
But that's the whiskey talking, so 
I hope that you can find some peace in life 
Can you survive without me? 
'Cause I thought I'd be fine. 
Now I am slurring every single line. 

I feel like I am paralyzed 
When I look at the extra space left in my 
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bed 
And think about all the things we did 
At least I'm feeling more alive 
But I still have some old weight that I've got to shed 
I've got to move on before I can find happiness 

This isn't fair, nobody taught me (how to let go) 
"Just be here now" and you'll be set free from sorrow? 
But at this time, I don't see clearly (How will I know?) 
What is the point? What is the meaning? 

Now I'm struggling, I black out so I can't dream 
But I still see you sneaking through my weary head 
I summer from a drought of medicine to dull self-doubt 
I just wanna drown you out with southern poison 
If I had a drink for every Goddamn time I think 
About your pale skin dressed in pink 
Then at least I could sleep 
If I had a shot for every Goddamn time I thought 
About your face and what I lost 
At least I'd get some sleep 
Sleep, sleep, at least I'd get some sleep 
Sleep, sleep, then at least I'd get some sleep...