Stuck in the learning hole, there is no teaching that I can subscribe to - Just the hatred of being afraid. Trapped in a nightmare, nothing can alter this. Just another daydream, calendar sadness. Lucid, inducing swarm becoming closer but getting colder. The caustic grip insane. Lucid induced Pre-shaping destiny - hiding inside of me. Primate illusions of how all this should be. Next of kin to chaos.
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