Aw man, I'm fucked up man. I think I need to see a psychiatrist. My minds playing tricks on me man. I said doctor, doctor won't you help me? So many sick thoughts see my mind ain't healthy. Mad at the fact that I ain't wealthy, so I sell drugs ain't shit you could tell me. When he got 10 cars and I got no car, waitin at the bus stop,I can't go far. You ain't poor you don't know what it is like to be in my shoes man and see what I live like. Now how can you live life 20 plus years old caught in a mid-life crisis. Fuck who's the nicest. It's about coppin them new devices, Italian ices, gaugin prices, when you on top you should see how life is. So unrighteous, but it feels so good, mad at me like "he ain't no good", but I feel so good. I mean, I mean damn doc. Shit is goin real good for me. I got a lot of fame now. But I don't think I could take it man. Check it out. I said doctor, doctor I need help now, ain't slept in years so I see a melt down. Either that or permanent breakdown cause my "Hypeman" ain't learnin the breakdown. I'm on tour now, my voice is tow down movin too fast but I can't slow down. Doc said to rest time to cancel the show now. Fans upset like I'm a No Show, "WOW". But I ain't do it on purpose behind the fame man I'm a regular person. But I feel worthless, the GIFT and CURSE is if I fuck up my voice then it ain't worth it. But I gotta give them what they purchased. If I'm the disciple then what they worship is Hip Hop not just a couple of verses. And doc hold up I'm just touchin the surface. I mean damn doc, I can't take this no more man. I'm crackin under pressure. It's a little too much for me man. My minds goin crazy right now. Check it out. I said doctor, doctor I'm losin my mind quick. Ain't been shot but it seems like I'm HIT. Who woulda thought after all I did and all I gained I would call it quits. 5'9" but I'm tall as shit and skies the limit then watch how tall I get. Wait, this is what other niggaz would call dreams but me this life meaning it was foreseen. So why am I complainin GOD blessed me man, I'm an angel in training. I done came in the game in a dash like Damon, predicted the reign man just like "Rain Man". Down in the sun on the Island of Cayman while you and your main man stood on the main land. Even real niggaz know what I'm saying. Yeah shit changed but I ain't changin, for nobody. I mean GOD damn doc. I been coming to you for the last 3 years and you ain't said shit. Seems like I talk my way out my own problems. Sitting over here paying you all this money. I'm crazy man, I'm crazy. I'm crazy man, I'm crazy. I'm crazy man, I'm crazy. Uh, I'm crazy man, I'm crazy. I'm crazy man, I'm crazy. We goin to the next one now, MIMS, yeah.