in the night, in the blistering cold i wanna die, i don't wanna be old i wanna rest in the tokio hotel forever no matter if i don't go to heaven and my black eyes, and my grey life, and my pink scarf, and my sharp knife ready to cut my veins that night ready to spill the red on the white oh yeah! i feel so emo tonight! i wanna cry! i wanna die! i wanna cry! i wanna die! in the bathroom, i'm lying on the floor, holding my teddy-bear... it's too long. i watch the blood spots over the walls my head is dancing like pussycat dolls and my black eyes, and my grey life, and my pink scarf, and my sharp knife ready to finally die that night and i have spilt the red on the white
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