Sitting back I only wish Today will turn out fine And wash away the stain The poison in my eyes What do you recommend I feel my life descending I'm falling out of reach Catch me as I bleed (again). If I could be all by myself I could be me If you could see, live with my pain The thoughts that I keep. I hate the way they are Their patronising thoughts Tried to get inside my head Ask the question I have read But one thing makes it hard Feel so fragile as I cry So confused yet so alive So abused the system lied You lied to me. If I could be all by myself I could be me If you could see, live with my pain The thoughts that I keep. Alone...alone. Hands appeared around my neck Felt so hard to breathe I stared As my focus turned to haze I could see them. If I could be all by myself I could be me If you could see, live with my pain The thoughts that I keep. If I could be all by myself I could be free If you could see, live with my pain The thoughts that I keep Alone, alone, alone. Descend....descend.
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