They will find my corspe on the shower floor. And with my bleeding wrists, will be a note that explains all of this. (Dear friends and family, I hope that you can understand.) I could not handle the fear and regret. Knowing I ruined my only chance. A lesson in carelessness. Let my grave stand as proof. You've only got one chance. So take advantage. I will burn in hell for my selfishness. But you'll se me reach for angel wings. I know the backlash, call me a coward all you want. I know the truth is that I AM FREE! I AM FREE! I AM FREE! I AM FREE! I am free..
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