I. here I am talking 'bout discoveries emptyness, how silly everything can be my words are strong my acts are weak the truth is different I wanted all now I am standing here, don't give a damn I am lost in my past, in reality it drones in my head – a weird tone it sounds like... I didn't lose I think there must be more I think there must be more but I don't wanna wait... Ref: THE FUCKING FORTUNE IS NOT SMILING UPON ME NOT ONE CHANCE TO SHOW MY CAPABILITY I'M MAD, I'M MAD, I'M MAD II. here I am hiding my head in sand here I am swearing I am innocent don't wanna crawl, don't wanna sink all on my own I wanted all but it's hard to believe I will stand on the top of the world and smile down who will tell me where it is at all who will tell me how to get there 'cause I don't wanna wait...
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