It's just your manood Kev oh it's your manhood, Your a man is that understood? There's no more frightened man that walks, My fear comes each time somebody talks, (but dont you have enough to eat?) Oh yeah, but deep down I feel so poor, I feel rejection everywhere, even when she isn't there, I admit my god I was scared(but not anymore). And I got scared to say "hello" I was always thinking that they would want to go, and though I hated myself I also felt that I had to shine somehow. (Are you always feeling guilty?) Affirmative (Do you envy those who care free?) I was scared that I planned my every move. Its just your manhood, oh its your manhood Your a man, is that understood? But will I always be the stranger at the door? Its just your manhood Kev its your manhood, Your a man, is that understood? Listen, I tried to love recently, I found Im sick emotionally, Michaela from my heart I didnt know what to do, I dont think that i can stand this lonelyness no more, Somehwere inside, there might be happiness, I just could not seem to get it out, (what is it that you want to say?) I tried so hard to be a man, Ive often worried if I can, My life just felt like a fight, Let me tell you how for years, I was waking up in fear, Seemed like everything I did was judged all wrong(in my mind) Until i could break free, I'd always be lonely, what use is a broken man, If its my manhood alright, Why is it that I cant stand my lonliness no more, Thats the way my life will be, Im not supposed to be lonley, Ive got one choice (whats that?) spitituality BIG G!