The venom inside Turned me into the enemy. Turned into what I hate. My apathy got the best of me. Blood boiled and lost my way. I never thought I'd be the one to blame. Have to live with constant shame. Everything that I put inside just to feel numb. I tried to escape. Push it away. Tried to hide, The venom inside. This was nothing but moral abuse. Guess I just needed something new. What could I gain from solitude, or acting like a fool? I tried to escape. Push it away. Tried to hide, The venom inside. Disconnected. Apathetic. It's so pathetic to be this frantic. I needed help. I needed help. Like methadone for an addict. I tried to escape. Push it away. Tried to hide, The venom inside.