INTRO: C E7 Am F G C E7 Am F You are trying to be different, you are trying to make friends G and you're trying to find the reason. C E7 Am F You are trying to get even with the monsters on your bed, gnawing at your feet G but you're afraid to look down. C E7 Am F And people are people, we all make mistakes, G but I'm afraid that the disasters will eventually add up and one day C E7 Am F G you'll be caught in a crossfire with no place to take cover. Dm G C E7 Am D7 F G We are hoping for the best but fully expecting the worse, and I'll never leave here. G But I never wanna live here. C E7 Am F G C E7 Am F G C E7 Am F I'm stuck inside an endless maze, never sure where I am. G I have no hole to crawl back to. C E7 Am F G I'm a turtle without a shell, a fish out of water, and I just wanna be killed. C E7 Am F G Fuck your righteous "it gets better"s, you don't who I am, do me a favor, shut your fucking mouth. C E7 Am F Make me forget about the knives pressed to my throat. G Make me forget about the murders of people I know. Dm G C E7 Am D7 F G My parents love me more than I could probably ever imagine so I'll never leave them. G I have nowhere to go. C E7 Am F G C E7 Am F G C E7 Am F G We could kill 15 birds with one stone, or feed 1 bird with 2 plates and we will choose the latter. C E7 Am F G This wealth we have can't be spread too thin, at least that's what we tell ourselves to feel better... C E7 Am F G There are answers to these questions inside our actions but we're too scared to leave our homes. C E7 Am F G I'm afraid of where I come from, but I'm even more afraid of where I go. Dm G C E7 Am D7 F G We try so damn hard to be honest with ourselves about how we feel. G I'm a liar.