Last summer in italy, a festival tour, another band asked a milanese journalist what i was like. unbeknownst to them, within earshot of my crew. he says, "oh you know, an angry white fema Uot; what a cop-out! what a lazy answer. strangely, everytime i ever was around any of these press dudes i was in a very good mood. being a ham, being comic. what gives? no one who has no N in my bed laming out with premature ejaculation, or cheaters, has ever seen me angry. ask my last fianc? why i put a knife to his throat. that was anger. you people haven't seen it. you t This is anger? this is mild annoyance. and even if i was angry right this very minute, so what? i should be angry, and so should you. the world is thoroughly fucked. seriously, look around A 6 foot tall anorexic woman with plastic breasts is making me feel weird about my own body. what's up with that? seriously, we're not completely stupid. are we? i mean, i know this sounds Some bitchy rant, but i really feel w E gotta address this. i believe in healthy mind, healthy body. i believe in fitness, and in wholesome food. i believe in makeup for those who choose. i understand that essentially, body shap Fashion and trend of the era and trend of the region. i understand marilyn monroe was a size 16 dress and no one can deny mae west was full of sex appeal. back then the Skinny girls were kinda rackety, and not voluptuous enough. i mean, logistically materialistic shallow modern-day society, well, i, i used to think it was an intelligence quotient kinda thing. Ously, or, or a maturity issue. is it truly personal priority, or is it a hard of cows thing? you know, like We're all stupid shallow conformists with a low enough iq to accept being shown and told the standard of beauty and blindly following it. there's a lack of individualism and spirituality. can Otee of krishna wear mascara? can a buddhist stain their lips? it would not matter at all, would it? what insecure egomaniacs we all. what is truly important in life? health, happiness, may T even happiness. certainly not beauty. and then, on top of all of this, there is, mainstream media, and the entertainment industry. zoinks! i'm fucked.